Hi everyone! This is just a quick ramble/life-related update.
For a long time, almost since I joined dA, I've felt really uninspired to draw/make anything original. I've had ideas, but realized they sucked and lost interest. I've felt less motivated to create, and instead focused on improving the technical side of my art (mostly by drawing fanart). Fanart is fun and all but when it's all I draw I can't help but feel I'm not really an artist. I'm not creating anything new, inspiring people, sharing my feelings/thoughts visually - just experimenting with techniques while drawing characters I like. It's not that I expect anything I draw to ever have a profound impact on people, and I'm not suggesting fanart is bad, but what I want to be is an artist and I feel like something's missing. What frustrates me the most is that I used to have that "something" and I lost it.
I got to college a couple weeks ago and things have been really cool. Most of my classes are great, and what we've been discussing there has really got me thinking about this creative problem I have. I think I know what caused it and how to fix it now, and I want to try my best at really being an artist again. I'm finally finding inspiration again
So as a warning, things might get different/weird around my gallery.
I'll still draw some fanart to be sure, but I want to focus on my own creative projects. Thank you guys for watching/supporting me as a develop : )
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